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Watching the world roll by from somewhere near Bryan Park, just outside Richmond. The city itself is a major hub, yet its train stations—like many across the South—feel almost forgotten. No towering grandeur like Penn Station in Philadelphia or New York, no bustling energy—just a quiet, tucked-away stop in the outskirts, lost in an industrial zone. If I were bound for Savannah, I'd expect more of the same along the tracks: long stretches of nothing, landscapes of woods that offer little distraction through North Carolina and South Carolina to the Georgia border. Distraction is needed, though. I fight to stay buoyant, keeping my thoughts from sinking beneath the weight of my mother’s passing. Expected, yet still untimely for us. In her final days, she carried a vitality that made the silence, the glassy-eyed distance, all the more shocking when it arrived. A cousin mentioned that, near the end, her skin changed—beautiful, like that of a Native American. A transformation, a quiet farewell. My only prayer is that she, like my father before her, now rests peacefully. But grief is never just grief. It doesn’t just break the heart—it throws the whole world off balance. Loss, when survival is already precarious, becomes more than sorrow—it turns into struggle. A sudden hardship, a financial blow. In New York’s unforgiving sprawl, after the bills drain the account, what remains barely covers the essentials. June arrives, and so do decisions: what accounts to pause, what subscriptions to erase, how to simply make it through the next week, the next meal. The dead may sleep, but for those left behind, rest is a distant luxury. Life does not soften in grief—it hardens. We remember because remembering is all we can do. Their burdens are complete. Ours stretch ahead, lingering like the tracks beneath this train—long, uncertain, without a clear end in sight.
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